Nerves | dyin2live's Blog

I am a bundle of nerves right now.  I should be sleeping to be prepared and well-rested for tomorrow... am I?  Of course not....  lol

I am running a major event tomorrow.  So far 19 children are signed up for it which sounds like a really low number until you factor in the fact that this is the first time in several years that this event has been put on by anyone, so attendance will be low at first.  I keep thinking I have forgotten something major, which is a chronic thought for me when i have planned something major.  I am very nervous about how tomorrow will turn out.

And I am nervous about the bills and the money.  There just isn't enough cash to go around for all the bills... I need to get the kids new clothes and I have two of them with birthdays this month and I just don't know how I am going to do all of this.  so yeah, I'm nervous.

And I have a job interview on Tuesday.  It is my first interview in years...  The last time I was having to interview for a job the country was enduring the aftermath of 9-11.  To me that feels like forever ago.  I have always hated the interview process.  It makes me very nervous to sit there and wait to be judged worthy of doing this job or that...  I am a smart woman and I am capable of quite a lot when I set my mind to it, so don't tell me I can't do a simple secretarial job...  ugh!!  I am so nervous...

nerves, nerves everywhere
and very little to calm them.